OMG YES. Lust.

It's been a minute. I'll try to get better at updating.

I'm losing my shit
There's not one person I can think of that i'd give anything in my life sooner for than you
To know I'm losing you
And this is how it's got to be, is killing me
I can't do this
How can I do this?
Hold my hand, please just tell me you'll be okay
I can't let you go
I can't
God please don't let this be real

here we go.....

Love, Panda style

GRRRRR! I'm grumpy and don't like my insurance company!

Okay vent over.

Glass is half full. Life goes on. I'll smile anyways. I love my family, I'm happy, and I'm healthy. and I have the best cat ever!

In the past few days i've come to a lot of personal realizations. I try too hard sometimes, and not hard enough others. I can do anything I put my mind to.

22 dayssssssssssssssss