OMG YES. Lust.

It's been a minute. I'll try to get better at updating.

I'm losing my shit
There's not one person I can think of that i'd give anything in my life sooner for than you
To know I'm losing you
And this is how it's got to be, is killing me
I can't do this
How can I do this?
Hold my hand, please just tell me you'll be okay
I can't let you go
I can't
God please don't let this be real

here we go.....

Love, Panda style

GRRRRR! I'm grumpy and don't like my insurance company!

Okay vent over.

Glass is half full. Life goes on. I'll smile anyways. I love my family, I'm happy, and I'm healthy. and I have the best cat ever!

In the past few days i've come to a lot of personal realizations. I try too hard sometimes, and not hard enough others. I can do anything I put my mind to.

22 dayssssssssssssssss

Whose afraid of the big bad wolf?

....bring 'em on

Total bummin lately.
I guess I just gotta push through it.

This shit isn't going to pan out. fuck.

I don't want to date, dating sucks.

SIF!!!!!!!!

Man, getting healthy is a hard process. I know I'm doing the right things, but my brain wants cupcakes not raw almonds and yogurt. bleh. I can't decide between a few different bathing suits from American Apparel, maybe I'll just get them all, i'll probably end up hating them on me anyways. I am gonna go do the damn dvd, screw you biggest loser Bob, you don't even do the workout with us!

Lions, Tigers, & Bears! Oh my!

Oh to be this fierce.